I was still crying. For the first time since they were born I was scared that I couldn't do it.
Then I prayed some more.
Then I called one of my besties. She's a twin mom, too.
She let me talk it all out and then gave me a nice pep talk along with some advice.
Then I felt empowered again.
Later, as I was making a play date for my son, I got talking to the mother of the boy coming to play. A woman I had never met. We talked about her disease and medical situation for 40 minutes and although she is a walking miracle that struggles with pain every moment of every day, her positive outlook and joy was contagious.
By the end of the day I was rejoicing in motherhood and feeling so blessed and lucky.
And I felt cared for by a loving God that answers my prayers.
I took these pictures. I made this stuff with my own two hands. I wrote these words. It's just a bunch of craziness, but it's what in this noggin. If you're going to use any of my stuff for your own stuff, just ask me. (I'm sure I'll say yes. I'm nice like that.) And a little linkie love never hurt anyone if you know what I'm sayin;)